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Thursday, March 27, 2008; 7:48 AM
Settled?! wriitiiienn on the 27th March.08. Hey supXx?! tuhdae?!im quite okehyh actualii?! im worthfulless?! As I sit here starring at my scars I think living life is like living hell. My scars are like questions that I could only answer. I don't cry tears any more, I cry blood.I'm tired of lies that life holds and things that don't make any since. Once my life is over my life is complete.My memories are painful giving up is my only solution. I cant move on with the future when I'm still with the past. I can't believe any of this is real. Every thing I had is dissolving like the pills I take to make the pain go away.I'm trying to escape my life, in away I didn't plan. I don't know how this happened. Life goes by so quickly to a point where I close my eyes and say good bye. All This stresstasy i convering up on mie? a chance of leaving?! What i noe..im a girl with a big ambition of all sorts of creation my own talent.? but..what a fucking girl like mie cn do? dance?!...get the hell out of here?ur a bitch?!no use of dancing BITCH!? i hate this stresstasy?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, March 24, 2008; 7:47 AM
my luhfye !? written on the 24.march/maret.08  Hey !! euw noe wat!? tuhdae is eternities 11 months anniversary!? yeahaa!!?!.... 'happy 11 months My syster's'!! heartsXx euw Girls!! LAST LONG OKEHYH SYSTERS!!?!! ILY!! ATTENTION DAMN!!..okeyh!!i juz say between miie n eeca its goonna biie okeyh?! but den!!tuhdae..MONDAE?!First day of the Week?! skewl tuhyme riteXx??!well...i was soe excited to go tuh skewl?!cos u noe..eca sae shes gonna chnaged to a betta like the old eeca ii use tuh knoe?!im so damn glad to hear that..So in muh mynd i cnt wait fer Recess!? 'tick..tock...tick...tock..Tring!!!!!!!!!' the bells fer recess has finnalii RANG!welll....with a deep happy sight..i went to the canteen all ii thought that i've alreadi changed to the ol d ana she wanted mie to do so?! So..dere goes the old ana shes use to noe..when i've reached the canteen.. dere i saw eeca n......... i cnt sae!!but i noe its horrible?! JUST A SIMPLE WORDINGS?! SHE DOESNT CHANGED A SINGLE THINGY?!! AND IM THE ONLY ONE HERE CHANGING?! I DUN TRUST HUR PROMISES ANIMOREE.... THEY ARE ALL FAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HUR PROMISES CNT BIIE TRUSTED ANIMORE..TILL NOW...I AM NOT GOIN TUHH BELIEVE HUR WORDS OF PROMISES TO MIE!!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM PISSED!!!! FROM:SEXY BACK(ANA)  Sunday, March 23, 2008; 7:25 AM
i've Bought a new Cyber shot pHone n a PSP..Complete!! Written On the 23 march/maret.08    Hey Aii Just Bought a New Sony Ericsson K770i Cyber-Shot Phone..isnt that skewl!!it RockXx Totalii!!
heheh!!hell yeah!!im iin love wif this phone!! hehehe!!!! N a PSP!!! yahuuu!!!!!! OMG!!! i'got evarytynk i wan NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so DAMN Happpyyypypypypy!!! LETS CELEBRATE!!(But onli mie)hahaha!! u guys cn just CLAP!!If not DEn ..SHOOOO ; 7:08 AM
Evarytynk's BCk Tuh Normal! Wriitien on the 23.march.08. Hey Sup?!.. Im Nort totalii Free tuhdae..Cos i juz came bck from Instructing?! well...so aii just reached home(ouhk..So dun kaire)Ryte?! okeyh!!WATEVA!! lets proceed!! well..humph... kinda gort sum news!! i'm okeyh wif eeca olreadyie!! wiie talk via sms?! n yeh?! i let out all muh angry feeling towrds hur!! n she understand miie pretiie will(i Think Soe?!!) hrmm...so...as i say...she understand mie (-_-)..n we Both decided ttuuh change over a new leaf/ n start evarytynk from the start..where aii gort my old eeca bck(aii hope soo(-_-)) n im goona biiee luhyke the old ana she uuse tuuh noe...(ouh wel..she changed,i'll changed..) so its Fair..Imbas gituk?!kayaknyahk gue kek tehrusan berubah sikap aja... ia dia pun arus di ubar sikapnya..kek imbas kalao dua pershabatan nggan perbedehan gituk?!kalao dua persahabatan nggak matap,harus gy manah mau di perbolehi,kek gituk behrantam tehrus harian..nggak bisak gitukk kan?! ia ini semua naseb doang.... kek kwn sejak 2 tahun yg lalu!! hrm...hope this is The last fight wiie had..i dun wanna any fights or hatred between the both off us!! saper kek nggak di kangan sama kwn nya ...is bener nggak?! saper tk syg bestfren kan!!>> kalao nggak gue 'KAGET' eeca.. ana harap EECA tukar Sikap nya yah ur PROMISES Is in my hand  gue nggak mawu jady kwn simpanan kek KUCING... Gebetan Pon nggak mawu Doang!!
Thursday, March 20, 2008; 3:25 AM
Saper tarq syg bestfren seii?! Hey, iim back agaiin wifth summ baad news?! so far tadyy eterniitiies nyer probs dh settle?! cume 1 tiing jekk lom settlle?!! miie n eeca probsXx!!? okeyh urhsX!! i nid to talk to hur like in one space,,wheres dere's no oone..onliie the both of uss.. tts hw i managed frendship space?! luhyke eeca,she cnt revealed hur love for a bestfren iin froont of mie... its the same as miie !! dff ppl has dff reactions!! so far i nid e truth too bie on miie.... dere quite many scenario bout hur..ii duun noe y thiis ting cnt came up from muh mynd !!!?! urhsXX!!! lets settle this on the other dae.. SHALL WE!!! saper tarq syg bestfren sendirik kan?! eeca...juz wann tuuh let uu noe lah kann?! ever since we bestfreb fer this 2 years///kiter tk pernah gado cm giknie ah ehk?!ini ferst n eva tyme urhSs!! wad happen to the old eeca i use to noe?! WHERE R U?!!!! wake up girl!?!?!?!?! where the sweetest u n caring bestfren i ever known!!! where r euw>!! im still searching?!!!!!! WAKE UP EECA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! biie like ur old self?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wat makes euw CHANGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MONDAE AII REALLLY NID TO TALK TO U!!!!!!! KALAO CASE NI BELUM SETTLE..SAMPAI BILERH PON ANA AKAN CAREK JLN UTK SETTLE URHxX!!!! Wednesday, March 19, 2008; 8:22 PM
Urgh!!i Cnt stannnd thiiis?! written on the 20.march.08 okeyh since iimm nort skewwliing post sum tynk huyre?! well...tuhdae...realii a 'COLD' dae ferh miie?!.. DAMN...im nort skewliiin coXx euw norh wart?!.  <<(TAKE A LOOK AT MY CHEEKS?!URGH!!)i gort tiis irritating pink stuff stucked oon my two cheeks.!? n people thought that,as if im wearing a 'BLUSHER'... Cum on...?! forgooddness sake.?!. Cnt u people Compare ?!? n tiss stupid pynky stuff is so Damn itchy?! urh!!("SCRATCH"SCRATCH)! i cnt stand it?! ok droop tiis stuppiiidity cheeks topic or wat so eva!! (btw,im scratching now,hahha) well....tuhhdaee?! i hadd tuuh mit eternity's out skewl 2.30. niid to solve tings out?! i hooppee its doin fuhyne?! had to tuuuh faced Eeca!.. hrm.... wait fer my next blog?! ill biie bck after the eternity's meeting... ana signing off..bye
; 8:33 AM
Jeng Jeng3...!! e moment of truth Wriiten on e 19.03.08. Well ...just gort a sms from 'YANNAPENDEKK' my sys from eternity's.. tmrow..all eternernts haff to gather n sort tings out btw each otherXx?!... fuhh...i myself haff tuh faced 'EECA'..... well..tis daes eternities r nort like their self lately?!?!... wat goes around comes around?!... ii duunnn realiie noe wHAT ON EARTh IS GOIN TO HAPPENED tmrow?! just wait up n see fer muhyself.... in muh mynd still tiynking the answers?!. CLUESSLESS?!!?!?!..ouh yeah iii am noww?! solve tingss out wif eeca..i've thought she gort a new besttiiie already..Soe Wats dere to tolk bout?!!?!? well... juz follow the RULES!!... i haff tu cum cum after skewl wif keciq allXx..!! hmm.... damn..wats gooonnna happpepepepnn...i hope its nort a CHAMBER?! ; 5:59 AM
Ruff Dae arh ! Written On e 19.03.08. Hey!! Weell..let miie tynk?! No a Bad Day Tuhdae Fer mie!! Okeyh lurh Actualii?!For My luhyfe! ALL 'STRESSED UP'!! even though tis kinnda ting realii makqe mie 'FRUST"..ii donn actualii kaire lah kanm about frriienndshipp?! tuuh jgn ckp lah doang?! harian kek berantam tehrus kek tom n jerry!!??ii duun noee watsup larh kann?! tings changed btween miie n  eca....dh lagging ah!? cn sae oso ah kt skewl ponn dh mcm kwn aru knl SMLM seii?! well....First...i duunnn realii thoouught that this year my frennnddship wif hur werks like wiie uuse tuuh had fuun,share memories,laughter,cried same2..And now ..Both of us ah like Doin our own tingy?!.WADDUP!!?! its FAIR wat?! she Kept Hur Own Secrets And Y Cnt I?!?!?!? huh?!?!?!?! Till Now I duunnn Noe if she's Havviiin a boiifreen... i gert tuh knoe From Eternities my suhysters?! but i neva Heard From Hur mouth itself TILL NOW?! how do u feel if ur in my position>?!! watsup ah!!! fuhyne?! if u dun treat miie like one nimore!! its okeyh!! u cn njoy luhyfe?! but mie..Still miserable!! this Creepy Mynd ah always haunting mie wif missing clue?! iii dunn realii njoy tis kind of year that digusted miie pretty guuud?!!!! argh!!!  The Friendship between mie n hur is Apart now?! i miss those memories..i miss those hugs!urgh!!!we uuusssee tuuh biie a happi n Swit bestfren..but now?! ALL GONE TO DRAIN... |
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