Pemain :
Dewi Perssik Andi Soraya Chintyara Alona Yana Zein Fara Diana Eddi Brokoli Fara Diana
Sutradara :
Findo Purwono Hw
Penulis :
Alim Sudio
Thursday, September 25, 2008; 7:09 PM
Still Dwn even Though Its Fixed!?
Written on the 26.september.08
Time:10.00am
Inorder to gain friends,You Have To Give Away Friends..
Im nort Comin skewl tuhdae..No mood As Usual..But i managed to study myself i dun nyd my damn teachers for help..cos all they do is just ask to revise only..n tt sux..
I cn feel that day by day im getting stonger to over come all this damn shit in my life now..
parents r PERFECTLY ''OK'' Now..and im relieved...
Only one thing? Nt bout my family prob ,,but others...im sure ppl will noe mie will understnd my situation...
Im givin up..i lost every hopes n desires to trust whoever it is...
i rejected coming to skewl often is bcos i cnt stand the pain in my heart..its just to painfull...
i tynk for mie to cum to skewl is no use..its just making mie Damn 'HOT' in the brain..n pain in the heart..
I heard Rumors ...I heard Gossips From Friends About the whoeva it is>!...
I Try to Nort to believe dem cos i noe i still remember whoeva it is says 'bcos of u follow u heart,u might lose sum1'And i dun dare to open up a bigger ear to listen to all the rumors n gossips...i dun noe if its true or nort..
im tryin to b strong to here....
and i noe i cn make..
perhaps...No one nids mie animore...
omg...hw hopeless my life is?!..
i just wish my late grandma will be here to comfort mie...
and i just wish tt i could follow all the way..
so i dun bring any burden in people's life...
im sorry.......
that i cnt bie perfect on ur eyes....
im sorrie that im hopeless...
im just soriie i cnt make u happy....
im soriie..im not that great..
im sorie .....
Monday, September 22, 2008; 7:56 PM
Still The Same
Wriiten on the 23.September.08
Time:11.01 am
Im not skewlin tuhdae..I just Dun have the Mood to Step Into My skewl..
Whenever i step into my skewl And the Fist Thing i Saw Two Butterlies always been togetha..
And that realli makes my Blood Oozing n that stops mie from coming to skewl...
And by that i just hav to closed one eye when i entered my skewl and pretends nothing happens..
IS THAT MEANT FOR EVERY ONE UR ONLY LOVE ? SO TTS MEANS U TREATING MIE THE SAME LIKE THE OTHERS BUT NOT UR ONE N ONLY...
I always wandered to myself .How did people actually see me into thier eyes?!To dem Am i a bitch n that is why they Getting rid of mie when i always wanna be with dem...or is deres any disability in my UNPERFECTION?!..I always been laid By a darn post..Stood there n that help mie From keeping silent?! ..I jus Dun Dare To Bring up myself like the Past..its difficult for mie To change when i saw dem..A promises Are all broken for just for the sake of talking..But in actual life?!....NO!...
Why must evarytynk Change When Skewl is goin to Be OVer US.Its like MAkin besar perangai makin LAIn sei SEmua!!!!!!!!!.....IF ii bring burden to u n n make u wanna stick to others...I dun mynd..Cos i realise that im bringiing burden to evarryone in the skewl....
Ana PEMBWK SIAL!
Jgn dekatin ANA!.
NTN HDOP Org JDy SIAL!
Jstru JAUHIN DIa!JHGn Dktin!...
Nti Sial Lrh...
Sunday, September 21, 2008; 8:13 AM
B.F.F...

written on the 21.September.08
Time:11.14 pm.
hey viewers..Well...i just came bck frm werk..DAMn..tired okyh..tdy shift was like DAMN BUZY..
and i have to take kaire Of the 'Cashier 'MYSELF....N all the ang mohs were like paying by 'American Express Credit,VISA ) damn they r all rich yh..Y cnt deyh pay by cash...haish..but its k...After all...no shortage ..All was successfully done by me..
And yh...
had realii2 Rough Fight with Baby bestie yesterday..
and it was our first tyme we fought like that..i dun wish to repeat it again..N will neva bie!!tis is the one n the last one..
NO more fights..
i realii love hur alots.....And i realii kaire for hur..i jus dun wan to bie left out by hur..n thts is y i follow my heart..But Baby bestie make me realise...And i know my mistake..n she knows hur mistake now..and its all Fair...hehe....
ily u baby bestie.....
please...jus dun leave mie hanging in an empty rows ..n i promise to bie like the past..jyeah...
hehehehe......
janji okeyh?!.....
ily!!muax!!
AND BABY BESTIE!!!'ATLEAST SEMPEDEK NASI CKET PON JADY BLH TK?!APER LAGY NK DIET2....DH PERFECT LAH!!??APER NTH DIER NK DIET PN TK TAWU LAH..UR BODY IS IN A PERFECT SHAPE DUUN NIID TO KURUS2 LAGI OKEYH!!!?KALAO ANA ..DIET BLH :)EECA TK BLH!!..HEEE~~~~
MKN EHK...JGN NK TABER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-_-
Thursday, September 11, 2008; 3:09 AM
job..jyeah job..haha

(My Job interview outfit..Urgh first tyme im wearing like this..SMART OUTFIT)
jyeah...
thanks to allah..i've gort a Job...
i realii thx alot to my Aun
realii owed hur alots...
jus share my happiness yao hehehe...
n yah..n/0 level is goin to end soon another 6 more papers to go...den im Free...
den im off ..bye Bpp Estate...
hais...
i wonder when is my graduation nyte..
hmmm................
so this days i felt quite stressed up...no one heres mie when im feeling down..n im definitely miss sumone.........definitely not fizana..cos i always chat wif hym.
akw nh rydu bgt sma shbt ku dyh..ryndu bgt..
toy ngk tw dyh.ngk mw ngmg byk..nti jdy ......urh..ngk tw dyh..udh dyh ..kta tka tpic aja yh..
hmm...
well...ngk tw si..this days i felt that my life is useless....but eventualli...this coming sat on 13.sept..is my first day of werk..kinda nervous..cos its my first in ever werking dere...n first tyme in this job industries...cos i always been a dance instructor..but now....haf to changed lah to a new experience to gain more achievements..damn...but my job has nutynk do wif dance now..more into real job.....haish...i went interview last sun wif my Mum...n yah..things go smoothly...alhamdulilah...mum prayers finaly get mie into this job...thanks mum without ur prayer for mie iill never get this job...
i love u mum so much...
hahahahaha.....
siiian..nk carik rezeki bkn snng..susah....
haish...
hehehe...
k tats all....
jus now eoa N /0LEVEL was super duper EASY LORH..hahahahahahahahahahahahaa