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Friday, August 15, 2008; 5:07 AM
Bestfriend Written on the 16.August.2008 ..FRIDAY TIME:12.48 AM(midnight) let me tell u this... im sure everyone knows how bestfren realii works out? n im sure..101% in this world had their own bestfren of their own.. ouh fer shure..you will love ur bestfren ryte... so lets cut it shOt Shall wee?! im ana..okeyh u noe ryte..of cos its my blog ..durh..(LAME) ouhk..well...i gort this 'BESTFREN' of my own that i realii kaire.. i jus dun wan to mention hur name.. im sure peeepx hu noe mie will noe my truly bestfren is so well... as i can see that this dae..im far out to crazy tinking bout all this friendship tingy.ii dun noe if she eva realise or sit in the corner tinking about our friendship..i dun tynk she wil do that?!..i jus tynk that her love as a friendship for mie is fading like a burning ashes tat flew from air to air..i dun doubt this pretty tough to tink bout our friendship....But its not realii that UNSATISFACTION.. Im here born in this world with a full hopes n a BIG dream.. A desire to bie who i realii wanna bie foreva... Family,Fizana And hur..i need to clarified things out..but i noe..this friendship will neva work out this way... Im just too streesed up day by day im FREAKING OUT BY THIs Stresstasy that surronds my mynd like spinning a turnado... i dun noe how to make hur happy as my bestfren... i jus dun had the love of a friendship animore from hur....i dun noe what she wan me to bie ..And what does she want from mie to make this friendship realii works... i dun fynd 'hur' tt i use to noe...i cn sense that she becoming more rebel when interms of seeing mie often..Am i a nasty bitch that laid on a streets To YOU...If i am..im soriie to make u feel embarrased or ashamed for myself.. i jus dun tynk that ur promises are all true....You give me high hopes to justified your promises...but now..the promises r all for the sake of talking?! but wheres the action.. Words Are Louder More Den Action as i can sae..Truly i dun noe waat cn i do now? im just sitting here typing with tears rolling down my cheeks.... What cn i sacrifice more for hur?!..You See..i used to hur bestfren that she always showered with friendship love..im not askin hur to stick wif mie 24/7...?!.... she is just NOT HUR...And the worst thing..She will neva REALISE hur own MISTAKE.... must i judge hur by hur deeds.....!!!!??? What more cn i do?!tell mie Y u cn't bie True...?!...Am i just a damn ass Bitch disturbing ur Happy lyfe state now?! ,,What more cn i do my dear bestfriend..i need the truth to be on mie?!Do shoot it....?!...i always pray for the seek of our friendship EVERYDAY...A million of tymes i would jus pray for u to bie like ur ownself senses....im not askin u to bie BAD....im just askin u y must u put mie aside in an empty rows .... sometyme i cn feel that my lyfe is TIMELESS..Im rushing for something that i wish that i cn get but somehow i realise that the thing that i want,i will never get it .. Am i bringing Curse to every people Good deeds....!? im sure im not....ryte?!.... i awalys showered u with friendship love even if u laid a blazing fire on mie, i just stood dere....Tell mie y all this while u haff change!? ur giving mie high hopes to trust u....y u lied the way u do?! My heart has froze for a certain period now...im just cnt take this hot air striking mie now..it realii hurts mie pretty GOOD... Even though u haf change... just read this in mynd... im not askin for anytynk bestfriend.. You noe that i truly hearts u bestfriend..i dun noe what more cn i do now?!...im speechless........i have waited for so long jst to see u smile bck again..but it turn out NOTHING..... No matter what....theres space in my heart that Called BESTFRIEND And that is YOU... No one will neva replace u...i just hope we could bie like the old us we use to noe... im just hurt by ur promises..... FRom:ana |
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