Written on the 26.september.08
Time:10.00am

Inorder to gain friends,You Have To Give Away Friends..

Im nort Comin skewl tuhdae..No mood As Usual..But i managed to study myself i dun nyd my damn teachers for help..cos all they do is just ask to revise only..n tt sux..

I cn feel that day by day im getting stonger to over come all this damn shit in my life now..
parents r PERFECTLY ''OK'' Now..and im relieved...

Only one thing? Nt bout my family prob ,,but others...im sure ppl will noe mie will understnd my situation...
Im givin up..i lost every hopes n desires to trust whoever it is...
i rejected coming to skewl often is bcos i cnt stand the pain in my heart..its just to painfull...
i tynk for mie to cum to skewl is no use..its just making mie Damn 'HOT' in the brain..n pain in the heart..
I heard Rumors ...I heard Gossips From Friends About the whoeva it is>!...
I Try to Nort to believe dem cos i noe i still remember whoeva it is says 'bcos of u follow u heart,u might lose sum1'And i dun dare to open up a bigger ear to listen to all the rumors n gossips...i dun noe if its true or nort..
im tryin to b strong to here....
and i noe i cn make..
perhaps...No one nids mie animore...
omg...hw hopeless my life is?!..
i just wish my late grandma will be here to comfort mie...
and i just wish tt i could follow all the way..
so i dun bring any burden in people's life...

im sorry.......
that i cnt bie perfect on ur eyes....
im sorrie that im hopeless...
im just soriie i cnt make u happy....
im soriie..im not that great..
im sorie .....